Its been so long since I have posted anything! Well here I am. At home on Christmas break from college. I did so well though!! Amazingly enough I have a 4.0 in college! I have never done that well!!! Yay!!
Chase is still amazing!! He totally did the most amazing thing for my birthday, and he wrote me a letter that was the most beautiful words ever! I cried. He is the best boyfriend ever! I want to marry him!! I love him!
Can You Save Me?
A simple blog about my life, and everything in it.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Monday, May 12, 2008
Love
Okay....where do I start?
Chase and I had a date a few days ago and we were going to go see a movie, but first we wanted to go talk somewhere. So we parked his car and stayed there for a while....we talked about everything....how he felt very depressed and told his dad so they were going to go to a doc. and see if it was depression. Yeah, kind of scary, but I am praying he will be okay. But then we talked about love, and kissing and that I wanted to kiss a guy who loves me, not just wants me. He asked "Well what does 'love' mean?" "I dont know." I replied. "Then I dont know if I do or not." So we decided that we will go through the summer until the first youth group without kissing and then we will go from there. We were both very proud of ourselves that we resisted the temptation to kiss. But we had fun anyway. We decided against going to the movie, and instead went to Starbucks. I know, shame on me for going to Starbucks instead of Caribou, but we wanted something new and different. :D
We have so many inside jokes, its amazing!
Today, we talked on the phone for an hour and a half and at the end before he said goodbye, he said "Love you!" He has NEVER said that to me before!! I was so happy I couldnt wipe the smile off my face!
Chase and I had a date a few days ago and we were going to go see a movie, but first we wanted to go talk somewhere. So we parked his car and stayed there for a while....we talked about everything....how he felt very depressed and told his dad so they were going to go to a doc. and see if it was depression. Yeah, kind of scary, but I am praying he will be okay. But then we talked about love, and kissing and that I wanted to kiss a guy who loves me, not just wants me. He asked "Well what does 'love' mean?" "I dont know." I replied. "Then I dont know if I do or not." So we decided that we will go through the summer until the first youth group without kissing and then we will go from there. We were both very proud of ourselves that we resisted the temptation to kiss. But we had fun anyway. We decided against going to the movie, and instead went to Starbucks. I know, shame on me for going to Starbucks instead of Caribou, but we wanted something new and different. :D
We have so many inside jokes, its amazing!
Today, we talked on the phone for an hour and a half and at the end before he said goodbye, he said "Love you!" He has NEVER said that to me before!! I was so happy I couldnt wipe the smile off my face!
Monday, April 28, 2008
Prom
OH-EMM-GEE!! By the way that stands for oh my GOSH!!
Prom was friday!!!! It was absolutely amazing!!! They didnt play near enough slow songs, but they will do better next year! Chase and I went to his friend's house after and I sat in his lap on a big chair, and we both fell asleep. One of his other friends saw us and said "Hand check!!" and laughed as did everyone else. It was a blast, I havent had that much fun in a long long time!!! It was amazing to go to my first prom with him!!! I am sooo happy now!
Prom was friday!!!! It was absolutely amazing!!! They didnt play near enough slow songs, but they will do better next year! Chase and I went to his friend's house after and I sat in his lap on a big chair, and we both fell asleep. One of his other friends saw us and said "Hand check!!" and laughed as did everyone else. It was a blast, I havent had that much fun in a long long time!!! It was amazing to go to my first prom with him!!! I am sooo happy now!
Monday, April 7, 2008
:D
I am very happy!!
On Friday I had a dodgeball tournament at my Youth Group. My team sucked, but we had fun anyway. But that wasnt what made me happy, it was that after my last game, Chase and I went outside and walked down to our tree; which he named "Humphrey". Anyway, we were out there for awhile and were sitting on the stones then I got up to redo my hair, he followed, wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me to him. We stayed like that and talked for about 45 minutes, then we heard my best friend walking with someone so we seperated and were "walking". They stopped and talked to us for about 5 minutes, then continued on their way. This time I went and layed my head on his chest so he wrapped his arms around me again and held me tight. We walked a little up the hill and he held me in his arms again. My BFF came back up the hill and got scared cause they could only see Chase, but it was really dark so they thought it was just some dude. After they went inside, Chase and I talked a little longer, then he said: "I want to try something..." as he took my hand and brought me over to a few stones that were a foot or so high. He helped me stand on them and put my arms around his neck, then he walked backwards so that my feet came off the rocks and I wrapped my legs around his waist and he held me there for a long time. Then he let me slide down and held me again, his lips on the top of my head. He had to be home by midnight so we knew we had to walk to his car, and he said: "I never thought I would hug someone for two hours!" "Me either." I said. "Or enjoy it this much!!" He said and laughed.
I get to see him tonight at YG and we will go to our tree and I will be in his arms again. Not for as long, but about 45 minutes. I am excited!!!
On Friday I had a dodgeball tournament at my Youth Group. My team sucked, but we had fun anyway. But that wasnt what made me happy, it was that after my last game, Chase and I went outside and walked down to our tree; which he named "Humphrey". Anyway, we were out there for awhile and were sitting on the stones then I got up to redo my hair, he followed, wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me to him. We stayed like that and talked for about 45 minutes, then we heard my best friend walking with someone so we seperated and were "walking". They stopped and talked to us for about 5 minutes, then continued on their way. This time I went and layed my head on his chest so he wrapped his arms around me again and held me tight. We walked a little up the hill and he held me in his arms again. My BFF came back up the hill and got scared cause they could only see Chase, but it was really dark so they thought it was just some dude. After they went inside, Chase and I talked a little longer, then he said: "I want to try something..." as he took my hand and brought me over to a few stones that were a foot or so high. He helped me stand on them and put my arms around his neck, then he walked backwards so that my feet came off the rocks and I wrapped my legs around his waist and he held me there for a long time. Then he let me slide down and held me again, his lips on the top of my head. He had to be home by midnight so we knew we had to walk to his car, and he said: "I never thought I would hug someone for two hours!" "Me either." I said. "Or enjoy it this much!!" He said and laughed.
I get to see him tonight at YG and we will go to our tree and I will be in his arms again. Not for as long, but about 45 minutes. I am excited!!!
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Contented Sigh
I am very happy now! Chase got home last night, I surprised him at the Airport. Then he rode in our car to his house. I missed him so much, I had the biggest smile on my face when I finally saw him. :D He couldnt wipe that HUGE smexy smile off his face when he saw me!!!
He is going to come over today and watch a movie and just talk and be together because he and I are both still sickish.
He is going to come over today and watch a movie and just talk and be together because he and I are both still sickish.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Odd...
Its kinda odd that Chase hasnt called me today at all...hmm....makes me kinda makes me sad. But he is having fun, and he doesnt call me everyday when he is here, so why should he call everyday when he is gone? Yeah, I am fine with it, but I wish I could hear his voice.
YAY!!!
I am so happy!!! Coach said that if I cant run the whole 4 and 1/2 then I should just stay home and get better!! I heart him!
So I still cant find my writing book, but Mom just laughed at me when I told her I couldnt find it again.....
Wait...I think I know where I put it!!!
Sorry, I do often do that sort of thing just randomly remembering things. Usually they are of no consequence to anybody, but apparently not today!
So I still cant find my writing book, but Mom just laughed at me when I told her I couldnt find it again.....
Wait...I think I know where I put it!!!
Sorry, I do often do that sort of thing just randomly remembering things. Usually they are of no consequence to anybody, but apparently not today!
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